As redemptive journeys go, this one seems... skewed.  When life got complicated in Ildir, when avoiding the Tong seemed impossible for two girls who lived to get into trouble, Ivan came and swept us away to adventure all over the place.  Traveling to volcanoes and the the sea, showing Jovi and I how amazing the world was and all the things we could do.  He turned my life upside down and looking back at it, he did that on purpose.  Suddenly everything revolved around him. I used to quietly blame…